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Kailin Santos. A student part-time daydreamer. 1st year in SPCP. 13 going on 14. 121392. Blue. Pink. Grey. Yellow. White. Tropical fruits. Shakes. Enjoys: Making layouts. Daydreaming. Always using my imagination. Blog hopping. Texting. Chatting. Shopping. Playing sports. Surfing. Hockey. FigureSkating. and people who always drop by my blog and always tag. *laughs.
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98% made by me. No bashers, stealers, and copycats. I made it. I worked hard for it. I used my imagination. I used my own concept. This is my work. This is copyright. And this is absolutely priceless.
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Layout/Coding: Kailin
Tagboard: Cbox
Fonts: Dafont
Picture Hosting: Tinypic
Brushes: Echoica
Pictures: Skinsbe
It's been more than a year, obviously, since I last blogged here. I had a hard time retrieving my password and the email address that I used for this account. It sucks. Kailinweh.blogspot.com. You can't blame me. I was a stupid little girl back then--Maybe I still am.
Well, recently I just had this extreme break-up and is currently trapped. I'm trapped in the past. I don't know what the hell to do because everything leads to him. I always follow my heart over mind my mind. I don't care if I'm hurt as long as I love him. I still talk to him even though I know that at some point, it will all lead to tears. I don't know why I still love him even though I know he doesn't anymore. I mean, he's such a package. Good looking, smart, kind, all of the above.
I regret not telling him that he is smart. I used to tell him "Ang bobo mo naman" and other shit but the truth is, he's smart. I just don't wanna feel him being superior over me. He's right. I'm selfish. Always about me. I still am selfish because I'm forcing him to be with me even though everybody knows he doesn't want to anymore.
One thing I do not regret is saying that I would love him forever. Cliche, isn't it? But it's true. I swear to God and all the human beings here that I will NEVER EVER stop loving this boy. I love him to death. He's perfect. He's the one for me. No man can turn this opinion upside down. And I mean no one. Maybe God can, but human beings? No.
I remember the song that our History teacher had told us. It said that "You'll never appreciate something unless it's gone." That is so true. I mean I appreciate him right before he was gone but now, I really do appreciate him. A LOT. He's the one whom accepts me even though I have numerous weird symptoms. He's the one who listens to me with all my heart if the world just turned my back on me. Unlike any other people, I do not have a bestfriend. I do not have a friend who can always be just a text message away. No friend would reply to me within 5 minutes. Well, maybe there will be but that's just luck. With him, I have a bestfriend, brother, and lover. Nothing will beat our love. Our love was inseparable.
I don't regret ever loving him and being with him for more than 1 year. No, it wasn't a waste of time. I got to appreciate one of God's best creations. Soon enough, that little boy would be someone else's. Not mine. I guess I just have to accept the fact that most of the people leave. Appreciate the people who stay.
He hasn't left me yet. He's still in my heart--And he will never leave. He still talks to me but cuts our conversation short. My friend had told me that blogging would help to spit out all the emotions. It's true. I tried typing my words through the lame Text Document and maybe now is the time to show off all my emotions --if there is still someone who thinks this blog is active, AGAIN.
I will love him forever, I promise. I'll fight this battle no matter what happens.
Oh and btw, happy mother's day to all of the mothers out there. Thank you for everything, mama. I love you. :) I'm alone at the house because I've decided to give my mom and dad a date. And now I'm hungry. I forgot to tell them to bring me food. :( Ohwell.
Thank you Ate Kaye for talking to me :) Napapa bilis yung oras dahil sayo.
Uhhh. Gahd sayang ung mga layouts na pinag gagawa ko. Ohwell. Ang daming nangyari since my last post like 10 years ago. Malapit na ung intrams. Ave and Essa are now varsities in softball. (: yeaahhmehn. (: uhm. Lets see.
Science: We had this game na pinaka mabilis na magsolve ng mixed solving of scientific notation. Eh gusto ko talagang mauna sa lahat. So I made. Yeahmehn. Thalia and Anina were the first people to answer on the board. Tas ung last question ako na ung pinaka una. Yeahmehn. Sorry na. Kasi ung isang day I was shouting na di ko magets. And there youuu go. Nagets ko na siya. May ibang way nga lang ako ng pag solve sa scientific notation. No one really understands it. But it never failed. (: Yeahmehn.
Outreach/Saturday: Outreach, we passed by Greenwoods. Parang sila, "Kailin uuwi ka na!!" Hahaha. Tapos nung umabot na kami dun. WHOA. Di ko alam kung matatakot ako or maaawa. :| Gahd. Tapos the "kanto boys" were all over Maxine. Hahaha. After that we went to Mikee's house and I had a blast! (: Thanks Mikee. And sorry (:
Ahhhm. English campaign na bukas. Dont forget. Magdala ng bulak para sa mga dugo na tutulo galing sa mga nose natin bukas. Hahahaha (: